Inalcanzable Sirena

Yes...here it is ..finally. My first blog post, after three years of procrastination and laziness. I really dont know why i decided to start now. Well i guess peer pressure might have something to do with it. When the laziest friends you have are out there spending sleepless nights writing random blogs, you tend to ask yourself.. why not me. But then i have never been the type to be affected by peer pressure, seeing as im still completely clean (booze and weed free) despite having mouthfuls of pot smoke exhaled in my face (passive stoning rocks :)). Ah anyway i think this might just be an extension of my procrastinationisms. Endsems are in a week and im sleeping 18 hours a day. And now this. Ah well..shit works out i guess..hopefully.

Random changes are happening in my life. Most for the good too. Learning to be a more chilled out person is fun. Must be chilled out for the intern im having in Goa (oh man be envious people). And iv been having strange conversations with my mother. On life, girls and relationships that too. For people who know my mother, that would be quite a stretch to imagine, but it actually happened and i was left feeling a bit WTF and even quite pleasantly surprised at the end of it. Having your own mother offer to hook you up with a girl can be somewhat of an "ermmm uhhhh" situation. All is cool though. Must be part of growing up.

Sad stuff happened this week. This dude who passed out of IIT-M (thats where i pass my time pretending to study) the year before i came committed suicide. He was apparently one of the best quizzers in his time and an all round awesome person to know. Wish i had known him. Im getting freaked out by all these quizzers dying strangely (RIP NDK and Nai). One thing which struck me was quite odd about this was "Schadenfreude". The world is quite a strange place. I had never heard of the word Schadenfreude prior to three weeks ago. Thats when a certain long haired OCD afflicted friend of mine decided to enlighten me upon German origin words in the dictionary. That too in the midst of a cycle ride. Now it keeps popping up everywhere. Nai's last blogpost was titled Schadenfreude. This good friend of mine randomly comes up to me and says "Macha have you heard of Schadenfreude?" WTF. Im rambling.

I got my minor in World Literature. I wanted Economics. Bah. I still dont know what to do after my stint here. I dont think any of us do for that matter, except maybe Mallika and I know Midhun's becoming a TA. Ok i shall go now. Must mug. Even procrastination( its one of my favourite words) has its limits. I shall enlighten the world about those queer thoughts in my head about sphagetti at a later time. Ciao.